I need you more

I need you more
More than yesterday
More than words can say
More than ever before
I need you Lord

The words from the song "I need you more" by Kim Walker. Will be playing it for church this Sunday.

...Cause I never want to go back
to my old life..

This one line in the song made me think. What was my old life? and am I ready to leave it behind.

Recently, my everyday enemy has been anxiety, jealousy, and anger - they take turns to hit me one after another. Sometimes I wonder when will I break and succumb to these feelings. I cannot imagine myself experiencing all those at one go.

Let go. Just let it go...

If the old does not leave, the new cannot come.

Argh.